I legitimately feel like I'll never be happy. I cant even have a moment at home without getting pissed off because people ruin my things. I'm always broke because my family drains my money purposefully by making fucked financial decisions and then relying on me to fix them so i can never move out. Thousands of dollars gone because they leave bills unpaid for months. Sometimes i'll buy something small for myself so I can have something to be happy about and they ruin that too. I bought these two handmade ceramic bowls last year and my dad broke one by putting it under the key holder and then dropping his keys on it. The other one lasted a year and then today he threw his bowl in the sink on top of mine and broke it. I cant even have a bowl. I took good care of it for so long and every time my parents moved it they'd throw change in it or put some random bullshit in it and I took care of it so it wouldn't get messed up anyway and they finally broke it. i cant even have one thing.