I am for the first time feleing that I have no skill. for the past four years, whatever skill i acquired feels it has no value in this new country. I am behind on my studies, I have loan on my head, i miss my old life where i could do whatver i wanted. I am unable to get a part time job, I am getting rejected from every job that does not even require huge skills. Turns out my dream job will require some serious efforts which seem impossible. I dont want to change my career path but somehow I feel if i stay on it, it might not take me anywhere. Plus, I am realizing that finding part time is one struggle, getting a new job after my masters is going to be another ball game which will be equally exhausting and rejection mountain. I am overweight, i dont have a nice body, no boyfriend, no close friend in this strange country. I am so insecure about everything. Whatever I study, I cant perform. I FEEL LIKE A FAILURE and I want to go back home, but I dont know what will I do after that.