I wanna write more, been a while since I felt good writing about my feelings. I'm not always mad and depressed like this, but Its weird. I don't understand it myself. I could be having the best day ever, hell, it could even be my birthday. But for some reason, anything could happen that would make me mad. I used to love spending time with my friends, I loved hanging out with my mom and dad. I loved playing downstairs with my brother and sister until we were too tired to. But now, i feel like a bear trap ready to be set off. I hate it so much, I feel like such a burden. It especially ticked me off, but it wasn't something small. I tried going to a game with my sister since my brother is in marching band there. I thought it would be fun and all with my friends. nope, she was too busy hanging out with her other friend, it felt like she sent me away to hang out with another friend. So I just sat with my sister. I never felt so humiliated, I only went to hang out with them -Sam H