I don't wanna die. I have an amazing and privileged life with amazing people. but I'm about to graduate 7th grade and I don't want to grow up. I don't want to leave 8th grade and go to another new school. But I can't kms. I have a twin brother and I just cant leave him all alone. I'm not in bad mental health all the time all day, and everyone has these thoughts every once in a while. But sometimes I just want to do sh again like I used to. then again this might be Adrienne Lenker's devastating music getting to me rn lmao have a good night <33