I hate food so much its ruining my life in MULTIPLE WAYS. I hate being a fat slob, I hate calorie counting and dieting but its also addictive at the same time. I hate my mothers eating disorder rubbing off on my whole family. I hate my sister for getting a prescription for ozempic while i have to work hard with the same condition. I hate my little sibling for eating so much crap because its just making them fat. I hate it when anyone eats near me. I have severe misophonia and if I can hear even the tiniest sound of someone eating I burst into tears. I wish I could be hooked up to some kind of feeding tube for the rest of my life so I never had to think about food or eating ever again. I wish everyone was.