My life is just so boring. Wake up, get up, go to school, study, sleep and repeat. And I want to hear anybody saying "just get a hobby" because I have tried to get into a lot of stuff but nothing seems to stick with me. I'm a good for nothing that can't do anything other than study. And it's not like my grades are perfect or something like that. I should have been top of my class with how many hours I sat on my desk, and yet I'm still just a bit above average. Why am I not the best at anything? Maybe I wouldn't have minded being useless if i at least had many friends or idk had an interesting life but no. Everything is the same and i don't look forward to waking up and going to school tomorrow. I just want something new to happen. For once in my life I want to feel special. If anyone out there is really reading this then please pray that my life changes, because god doesn't accept my prayers. Please. Please