The only thing that matters to me is him and no one else. Such a sweet soul like him does not deserve an unfaithful woman like me. All of this would stop and wouldn’t matter once we’re together. It is easy to let go of my past because there was nothing more than physical intimacy. I wish i could reassure him a thousand times that once we're settled, im letting go of everything. I swear to god because I will let nothing disrupt my harmonious life for he is my future and everything. None of these internet distractions can separate the bond we share. I just want this other guy know none of this was ever serious to me and stop being so full of himself.