I am forced to live with my mom because she has small kids and I could nail a better paying job than her, I know I could leave but that means my siblings would pay the price. Anyways, anything that I say always get misinterpreted, this has been ongoing for all my life, I donmt even know if I should try to speak anymore I’m tired of this, I’m tired of being manipulated, I can’t say anything or she blows off, we can’t say a thing, and she thinks she accomodates to us while it’s the other way, we have to do what she says the way she wants and all I do is provide the money and even so I can’t express a thing even though what I think I’m saying is reassuring but it turns out it was not and I was taken the other way. I’m so tired of not being normal, I eish I was the kid she wanted to have and not whatever I’m right now.