I hate my life, I haye myself, I hate the fact that I can’t be normal. I had this relationship with a guy I met 6 years ago, 3 years together, he never really understood me and all he said to overcome my sadness was that I needed to be more social. I’m not antisocial, I always told him the people I know irl aren’t the type I enjoy hanging around and I’m overall awkward and meeting new people doesn’t make me happy as it makes him, I don’t have issues making friends even online but I just don’t like it and I don’t click easily with everyone, I told him this several times and he just like didn’t listen or something, it was like he projected himself in me. He also just texted me late at night when no one else was paying attention to him, so I felt really neglected having to tell him I needed attention too the same way I tried to reply when I could to him. It was like I was his lover even tho all he did all day was try to make friends that didnt correspond and play videogames.