i dont fucking understand how hes so caught up on her and has been for years without even spending time together like how do u like someone u dont even hang out with or try talking to and then u call me daily and spend hours talking everyday and gift me shit and make me laugh and i make u laugh and we play games and watch shows and share everything and call each other nicknames to the point people around us assume we have something going on or that u like me or that maybe i feel a connection or something like i dont fucking understand what she has that i dont fucking offer when im the only one offering and caring and i didnt even try falling for u it just happened and every time i try and ignore it or idk i feel fucking insane i just need to act normal i dont even know if im jealous or something because its not necessarily me wanting to be in a relationship i just dont understand what she did to make him like her when UGH omg bye