My mom gives me so much stress. I do love her i think but she just makes me anxious and upset. I tell her i have an exam tomorrow but she keeps asking me to go spa. Ever since my dad passed away all she wants to do is get me married. It's frustrating. I don't know if i wanna get married or not but i am listening to her to some extent. Shouldn't she respect my wishes too?? I just feel so upset that she starts ignoring me whenever I don't do things in the way she wants. She is always criticizing about my looks, my weight, my hair, my behvaiour, literally everything. Its exhausting! I want to erase my love for her but i just can't do it. IDK what to do. I just cant live separately cuz it doesn't work like that here.