I did everything I can for you, and yet you still picked them. I treated you with patience, and care. I gave you my heart and I forgot about protecting it from people like you. I waiting for my time, to finally be your favorite. I was completely blinded by love. I know you just atleast felt something about me right? I tried so hard for you, how much more of myself do I have to lose just for you to notice me? Just for you to pick them. I'm not jealous, I'm disappointed in myself for trying to be yours, when I should've knew there would be someone else, in the end again. Im never gonna find my person anymore, I'm always in a competition with somebody, I'm not even good enough anymore I don't understand why I was so dumb for you, your out here making new friends, talking with them, yeah I like seeing you smile, but I want MY smile back. I want an apology from you, all those times you treated me with disrespect and I let it slide because of how much I loved you. I wasted my youth for you.