i love my friend but she's so fucking stubborn and bullish whenever any kind of conflict happens that i get really frustrated and emotional and nothing comes out the way i want to say it. i don't understand why she can't just give me even an inch of ground, why she feels the need to get so defensive when we've literally been friends 20 years, why she speaks like it's a courtroom and there's some kind of external judge. which i bet there is bc i know she screenshots things to send to other people which i think is so immature and an invasion of my privacy but w/e. it's like she cares more about being right than about us resolving the argument and continuing with a healed/stronger friendship and it pisses me off so badly. i really let her get into my head last night thinking i was a bad person bc i didn't do the thing she thought i should do. no! she should trust my judgment and let me make my own decisions. she doesn't just get to decide "it's my way or the highway" UGH