I hate my life and the world around me. I had to take the cat to the stupid vet because she wasn't feeling well; she turned out to have fleas. Now she doesn't want to spend time with me anymore, and would rather be around my stepdad, basically treating me like a pile of shit. Also, politics anger me anymore; I am on Medicaid for my autism and epilepsy, and I am more than 100% sure that this will be the last year that I have it, because my home state insists on taking Medicaid away from me in favor of tax cuts for the rich. One day, I will be homeless because of it. I am not spending the rest of my life on the streets, so I may kill myself if it happens, because I am a worthless piece of shit that even a cat wouldn't care about. Fuck living.