Okay I need to know is this a regular crush or some obsessive thing? Starting off strong sometimes when I get too…excited? At the thought of her idk I get all jittery and nervous and I just end up hurting myself to calm down 😔 and then I daydream for hours about being next to her or holding her or her holding me idk man I swear I’m normal I just idk man. She’s just so pretty and sweet and kind I have never felt understood or truly appreciated until I met her. She’s the only person I trust, and she’s always there for me. Maybe that’s why I fell in love so hard. I disregard schoolwork just to text her. I think about her even when I’m doing other work. Is this a normal crush or some kind of obsession? I really need to know