Not sure if I will ever be happy. I’m not even feelinany warmth from my partner. Prior to that my parents. Never had unconditional love. Have never felt special. No one prioritises me. I’ve always had positive outlook in life but right now it feels like I’m just waiting like a joker for something that will never ever happen. For my partner his phone, games, himself, his feelings and emotions are the priority I’m not even in top 10 of his list. I think I never was! I’m not able to take this anymore. I’ll better be off with no one, instead expecting and getting hurt 😞