I feel like no one cares about me anymore, not my girlfriend, not my friends, not my family, no one. I always try to tell my girlfriend how I feel about things she does and how some things affect me and it either leads to a fight or it doesn’t get resolved or fixed or anything. I try to tell my friends how I’ve been feeling and how I’ve been hurting and they don’t seem to care, I know it’s my fault for not straight up asking them to help me but I don’t know if that would matter the way they react already. My parents try to help but it just feels like they end up lecturing me instead of helping, and it leaves me feeling worse. Things don’t make me happy like they used to, everything is so hard, I barely have any motivation left. I try to stay an optimist and try to make everyone feel better because I don’t want anyone to feel this way, and everytime I don’t do it perfectly I feel like a complete failure and like I should hurt more. I hate this and I hate feeling like this.