To be honest I am very confident in myself, the only thing I am not confident in is relationships because I've either been broken up with or told I was never their type. I just feel like I'd have to change everything about myself for a boy or a girl to actually like or enjoy my company. Idk maybe I'm overthinking it but no one has asked me to be their girlfriend, hoco date, valentine, or prom date. I mean prom hasn't come around yet but I do feel like I'll be going alone. It doesn't bother me that much but at the same time seeing every one get asked out to things and I'm left alone, kinda hurts my feelings. I've always been alone but never like this. Being alone relationship and friendship wise hurts deeper than anyone knows. Everyone has or had their person, their first kiss, their first date, their first REAL relationship, their first everything. but not me.