i've bled through every fucking pair of boxers i have because i won't stop fucking bleeding and i literally have to get up EVERY HOUR and now i'm stuck wearing knickers that don't even fit me and i feel like shit again like i have for a fucking week when i was FINALLY starting to feel okay AND i'm gonna have to get up again soon because i can already feel myself bleeding i actually fucking hate my life so much I CAN'T DO THIS