hi there. im just a person and life has thrown unexpected change my way. my partner had been offered a new job and we have unexpectedly broke our lease, sending me to my moms house and my partner upstate. we have been living together for like 5-6 years if not more and together for almost 9-10 years. we had plans to get married and i can't help but be devastated. ive been no contact with my mom and reaching out gave my body shakes and my chest pain, but hearing her respond nicely was unexpected and almost made me super guilty for going no contact until this point. for some reason, im not even moved in and yet even my brother has contributed to my stress and its awful. its like as soon as i had made the decision to live with my mom again time flew back 10 years and im just a kid constantly being told what to do. i tried pushing back as firmly as i can and yet they think they know more than me. its frustrating and i dont want this stress to overwhelm my body