I am a student, my grades have been getting worse day by day I am wasting a lot of time I began measuring the hours I study and I was shocked it was hardly 3 hrs wheras some of my peers are doing 6 to 8 hours daily I am tiered next test is 4 days away I have no friends in the sense I can safely share this with my relation with my parents is not so good I can't tell this to them either they have invested too much in my ed and now they are definetly angry. I just can't take it anymore I know this is weird to just post it here and talk to stranger who might not even know me but I am just hoping for a sense of being loved or of hope that some real human is reading this. I don't wanna live like this.