It’s also the fact that for the past year I’ve been talking about wanting a phone and I said for the month of October I was gonna do a 30 day run to save for my new phone. Now all of sudden for this month my family needs exactly 1000 from me. The same 1000 I’ve been saving for. I hate holidays because I know they are too broke to get me anything. So now for now on im gonna stfu and lee the things to myself. Im gonna buy my shit for myself. Every time I bring up oh I want to buy myself something it’s always oh but I need help with this and I need help with that. Broke ass hoes always got they hand out for me. I swear im gonna move in silence and get my own shit and leave the country Im tired of this sad droned our life. Im sick of always putting my family first and always getting the short end of the stick. Im tired of my family using me. My sister was right to get away while she can.