do i really love you anymore, it’s not the same anymore you don’t give me what i want you don’t make me feel right. But i can’t leave you, you’re the only who accepts me the only one i feel comfortable around without you i wouldn’t be able to find love again. I do love you i just have these thoughts in my head i can’t stop dreaming about someone else, i can’t stop thinking about this girl from my graduating class, but none of them are you. they wouldn’t find me attractive even though we have similar interests. I don’t know what i’m thinking either, i don’t know if i want to be with someone. I wish things were different if i had the strength to tell you how i feel i would be someone else, the person i am right now is a bitch i’m a pussy im scared of everyone and everything so how can i dream of another future with someone. i dont even know what im saying i just needed to type something out