I'm marrying a man and my brother has ended up severely mentally and physically disabled. Which means my parents don't get grandkids anymore. And I dunno, I don't think they're mad or anything, but I feel a little guilt for being with a man and not carrying on the family line. Especially because I'm not gay, I'm bi. So I COULD have loved a woman and had kids. But I chose a man. I shouldn't feel bad about that, but I do. Weird stuff.