i am so frustrated with my work i am so frustrated with my family unfortunately my family is also my work i want to leave this stupid company and show them that they don’t appreciate my effort i know im not the one thing keeping the company together but fuck man i wish they would understand my part it’s always “you don’t do anything” “why do i pay you” “what have you done” but never any appreciation for anything i do you say this company will be mine one day i don’t want it i don’t want to stay in this stupid state i have no interest in this field / industry i’m so tired everything is my fault when it happens never my saving when it’s good if i left this company maybe you’d see then what i’d do j wish i could be happier i just want to be happy for 5 weeks now every week there’s been something that happens i just want it to stop i’m so unhappy i can’t imagine doing this for next 30-40 years i’d rather leave than suffer like this why can’t you support me