I'm tired. Mentally, everyday just feels heavier. Like, what am I supposed to do next? Arghhgghhh. I almost feel like breaking down in the middle of the work earlier, and it feels so bad. I'm mad and scared and I don't know what else. I feel stupid and too much of a burden. I feel sorry for the people around me but I often show my emotions so I just let it be. I know I'll feel more stupid when my frustration goes down, but whatever I don't know what's going on in my head. This work stresses me out so much, I just hope to overcome this and become a better person :)