today I was just trying to loosen up a bit for being so uptight. my parents noticed and they started scolding at me. they say how much stress they get just because of me (and my brother). here's the thing, yes, I do understand that my parents are going to be very, very stressed because they are taking care of their children. they pay rent, they work hard for money, they pay for food, clothes, shelter, tutors, etc. yes, my parents do a lot for me, and I am actually very grateful for everything they do. I understand and know that my parents are people too. though, since both of my parents have such high standards, it's almost impossible to reach them. my parents point out everything that I do. I need to walk like a model, earn good money, study about a few hours a day from now on, get good grades, take care of your brother, take care of your friends, your responsibilities matter, what more can you ask for? I also stress out too as a student. I'm human too. I'm not a robot.