Earlier this week I just found out my best friends hate me- or at least they're talking about me behind my back. I went down a rabbit hole and read their texts and now I just feel worse about myself. I kinda talked to them about it (online) but I'm having trouble trusting them. I feel like nobody likes me. They're really my only friends. And my mom got really mad at me for a small thing on Friday and didn't talk to me/look at me for 2 days. It was a bit better yesterday and this morning, but today I was stressed out about a project and I couldn't find the construction paper because my parents had moved it and I was panicking and my mother started yelling at me saying I don't know how selfish I am. If my own parents don't like me, who will? I've been trying to work on my confidence but I just can't when I keep hearing horrible things about myself from others. I'm struggling with an eating disorder and I just want to give up on that too. If nobody likes me, what is the point of trying?