I've been a decent student all my life. Barely absent, I pass most of my exams, quizzes and tasks and when I don't pass I only miss it by a point or two. Now that Im grade 12 and soon will go to college I suddenly start feeling so idk. I've been absent for 1 week straight now and I don't like it, I wanna go to school but I hate it so much there. I wanna go but my body doesn't want to, like it's fighting me and begging not to go and everyday I wanna cry because of it and because of what I'll be in the future.