I DON'T WANNA DIE. BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE IN THIS WORLD ANYMORE. I JUST WANNA GO SOMEWHERE WHERE DARKNESS AND THE LIGHT MEET IN BETWEEN. SOMEWHERE I CAN NO LONGER HEAR THE SILENT SCREAM OF MY HEAD. THERE'S A MONSTER INSIDE ME. A DRAGON PLANNING ITS REVENGE. I'M TURNING INTO A ZOMBIE. I'VE GROWN NUMB AND DUMB. I MIGHT HURT SOMEONE OR MYSELF. I AM HEAVY, AND I CAN'T CARRY IT ANYMORE. MY LUNGS CAN JUST GIVE UP, AND THEY MIGHT SAY IT IS PNEUMONIA. I CAN SWEAR RIGHT NOW. I THINK I'M ALLOWED TO DO THAT, YEAH, FUCK I GUESS.