All my fam know how to do is gaslight everything I say and put me down and deny everything. They can't handle the fucking truth about anything. Oh you worry too much about karens. Yeah says the person that stays inside almost 24/7 without the possibility of encountering them. They're all cowards if you ask me. I'm getting so much shit thrown at me right now by everything seemingly that's why I self harmed when I got up. I mean nobody else gives AF so so why not right? My fam sure as hell don't all they do is stay glued to phone or YouTube and good luck getting a word in for the effing screens. I hadn't actually self harmed in a long time life's just got to be too much right now. They won't acknowledge anything about our current situation until it all blows up like a nuke and affects them. I hate it passionately how they act. Around the holidays they also get mentally moody unstable. People have no idea how hard it is being in the same household. ItLike getting along with crocodiles.