im so so closed out and open out, there isnt really somebody that i cant just yap to about this, everything just ends wrong for some reason when I do... sometimes i find myself doing the things that arent in even in my to do list.. Im so tired but I cant, theres others worse than me out there... is there a way to have energy for all this, no actually i have so much energy for worrying, how do you just stop that when the events just keep going and going, how do you just trip and the round earth just keeps rolling and rolling. Im really done, l dont feel sad, happy, mad, just literal pure fear of what everyday. Im not scared of dying sometimes but living in the wrong way is worse.