I really want to kill myself but I'm so fucking scared. I hate that Im afraid of razors, which is really the only thing I have to do it with. I'm kind of young, but I know that I dont really have a future. I'm a trans guy who cuts himself and fucking sucks at most things I try. I don't think anybody'd want to stick with me because of how draining I am to be around. I don't know what to do. I don't have many friends, and certainly no romantic partner. I feel as if the rest of my life would be working. I don't want that for myself. I don't know, I just want to feel loved without stress, but with how life is going there's little chance that'd end up happening. I'm only here because I'm too fucking chicken to off myself.
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