So I have anxiety and ADHD and probably autism and mild depression. I’ve never wanted to take my life, but sometimes I do hurt myself and I feel terrible for it because I feel about the impacted. It’s gonna have my friends and family if I tell them I only need it at once, but it was through massive tears and I did it with a pin. I still have a healing from it. I still feel terrible about it, but not because I don’t like it not like it like it’s the wrong term, but I don’t know. I don’t know why I do it. I feel like a bad person. I guilt trip people like for example in this may sound childish but every night I have my parents tuck me in because it makes me it’s a routine that I’ve had since house little kids so it makes me feel more comfortable and tonight my mom fell asleep and she had a hard day at work. She deserved it, but I felt I was scared because I didn’t get tucked in and it makes me feel uncomfortable when I don’t so I sent her a text that said are you gonna tuck me in and I k