So yahhh, it's too heavy and I just wanna let it all out that's why I'm here. I'm currently looking for a company for my internship, I found a great one after all the efforts I've put in. However, as much as I want to have my internship there, my family is nowhere near to afford my expenses even if it's just outside our province, like one jeep and tricycle travel only. I know my parents can't afford to give me atleast 250 pesos everyday. The possible transport expenses is 150 and since it's away from home, I need pocket money for lunch which is 100 pesos only. I feel like just thinking about wanting my internship to be outside of my hometown is too much, like I'm really asking for too much. I've been in my hometown since nursery until now, College student. I have somehow a strict parents so I'm able to away from my hometown not too often. I really wanna explore but yahhh, it's too much to ask knowing my status.