One year, whats that after the five years I worked so hard at. I laugh at the idea that this is the "hard part" fuck I have had so many "hard parts", sounds sexy, but not what I mean. So many hard parts in my life. I feel like I was built for this. So angry I am ready to bite someone. Have u ever had someone sniff you to size u up? I feel like that w/ life. Like when a dog sniffs its prey, sizing it up before it decides how to kill it. Too angry to let it go, too passionate to stop, smart enough to know to keep going..