Rant #26247

Im an abuser. Not once. Multiple time.. sometimes i gaslighting and manipulation to get what i want. Even if it mean forcing. But sometimes.. i sa them. I done it multiple time. Different ppls. Different victims. I regret it. But sometimes i still think abt doing it again. Maybe.. ppls like me deserved it when sth bad happens? You won't understand what i see in my perspective. But you wouldn't listen cuz im an abuser. Ik.. your hate never fade.