I’m going on a holiday to Greece with my mothers side of the family and I really don’t want to go, I’ve been soo burnt out recently that I just won’t find any joy in it , i also don’t want to be away from my father for that long , as I would normally see him every week. I don’t want to seem like a burden to everyone by not being happy and stuff when going on holiday. I really don’t want to go, I have a phobia of flying and planes in general, I’ve had several panic attacks about this but I’ve tried to tell people but none of them will listen to me at all