I don't know anymore. My life is an entire fucking mess. And it somehow only feels like it's becoming worst. I don't know how to start. How do I start to change? I'm tired. I'm still so fucking tired. How the hell do I get rid of this fatigue? This constant tired feeling of living despite the many good things. Maybe it's cause somewhere deep inside me, is the fact that I truly don't care enough to keep going. To keep fucking living. I'm tired. I don't know what to do. It feels like life is falling damn fucking apart. I'm scared. I'm so fucking terrified.