I didn’t understand body/gender dysphoria for a while. People made comments about my body, but I didn’t care. I guess I was ignorant. For some reason, I feel like it came overnight. It wasn’t there, and then it just….was. No one said anything particularly cruel, there was no incident, I dont know what happened. I had identified as Genderfluid for a while, so that wasn’t it. Now i dont want to eat, I can’t wear clothes unless they make me look good and are in my style. I throw up a lot even when i dont feel sick, its just become habit. My anxiety and insomnia have gotten worse because im worried on how i look. Everything feels heavy. I dont know what to do.