At least I don't take my misery out on others (fam, neighbors). At least I know how to keep my fucking meds. At least I'm the same to everyone rather try to act fake or treat someone like garbage behind closed doors yet act super caring to people on the phone and in public. I hate being treated like shit getting treated like garbage in return. I hope the universe marks it down you doing me that way. Yes I'm really angry right now because things were said that didn't have to be said to me AND IM BEING GOOD TO AND HELPING THIS PERSON💢😡😡😡. It doesn't pay to be kind. I hate this fucking place. Go to fucking rehab. You're just an absolute coward fam plain and simple because only cowards take their misery out on others instead of confronting those who did you wrong. I'm damned if I do or don't. Fuck me fml I wish i were never born.