Trauma. That's something you would'nt understand fam. Being a yelling raging cussy condescending drunk. On top of hurting me physically. Being told you're an accident. Your fam never put you through any of that and that's only a small portion of what Ive been put through by abusive family. It shouldnt be a surprise that I'm numb to them. I deserve the bullshit I receive. You claim religion. Religion wouldn't have you be verbally emotionally physically abusive to your offspring. You blame it on what makes you drunk rather than own your actions. Typical narcissistic sociopath. "I was in the depressed ward" you said..no you faked everything. You lie to your doctor. I've had the deck stacked against me for the period of time I've had them in my life. I'd like to see you comprehend what fight or flight feels like. You just don't get what you've done to me. I hate this whole effing family FML