What I don't understand is why my fam think is it's ok to treat me like absolute garbage yet kiss their acquaintances asses. I call them out on it and they deny it. Rather than apologize they just keep going refusing to apologize. I get repaid bad for good. My dad is a PLAIN FUCKING PRICK. If not for me hed be in hella withdrawals for lack of meds right now. AND THAT'S HOW. I FUCKING GET TREATED SON OF A BITCH. not to mention the smokers cough that could wake the dead woke me out of sleep. ITS ALWAYS SOMEBODY WAKING ME UP. im lucky to get 2 to 4 hrs sleep a night. It's a drunk son of a bitch or fat fuckin brick footed troglodyte of a neighbor/s. I pay not once but twice for their drunks. Once while they're drunk and the other while they're in withdrawal they're just plain unstable. My other fam backs him up so I'm fucked no matter what. It had been better I was stillborn or an orphan. My dad is a giant thorn in my side. I'm sorry. Sorry that I was ever kind to anybody.