Today in my science class I got a trigger and my hands started shaking uncontrollably. I was confused at first because usually I can easily force it to stop and push it down, but this time I couldn't stop. I couldn't even move it. I was just sitting there, staring at my trembling hands, trying to force it away before anyone would notice. This hasn't happened in years... why now? I thought I hid it well enough, why did it have to come back? Why did I have to remember? I just wish the flashbacks could go away for once... I don't think I can do this anymore, it hurts so much... -SHer