I want to die, I need to die. It’s not like anyone needs me here anyways. I’m not very good at ranting but I need to try to get this out. I am so tired of living in this world, I want to die so bad but I’m also a coward. I’m so scared of dying and I really wish I wasn’t because my life would be so much better if I was dead. But I also feel like an attention seeker because my life isn’t even that bad so why do I get to feel this way, so many people have it worse and I feel like I’m just doing it to be cool or something even though it’s not like I tell anyone. I don’t even deserve to live. I’m stupid, I’m a coward, I’m attention seeking, I’m a friendless loser, and I want to end this. I’m not even very religious but I pray every single night that I get run over or stabbed or shot or just something to let me stop feeling this way. I don’t know what to do.