I'm so depressed. I hate going to ebd at night. I'm having a whole existential crisis that has me constantly anxious over everything. I feel lik I'm wasting time and any small reminder of that paralyses me with fear so bad all I can do is shake my head around and beg for the thoughts to stop. It ruins everything. I don't even want to go to bed alone anymore. I have nobody. I hate the nights. I just want someone in the room with me. It's embarrassing. I'm 20 and just want someone to be there but I have nobody to ask. How do I get better. I want to be normal and enjoy life again.
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