I dont feel like im human im always on autopilot but not even on autopilot i do my routines and i cant even do them right there is always a inconvience in the way i never know how to overcome them so i just grow frustrated and start thinking that im worthless which is weird because its something so small and it sends me over the edge I also think about how all my friends are able to express themselves and they know who they are sure they struggle with their identity but in the end they know what they stand for and their style I feel like I don't know who i am i have no style i dont even know what i stand bcs when someone states their opinion i just copy them and i dont even think about how i could differ or how they could be wrong i feel like a copy machine and i feel like ive gotten worse bcs all my friends have gone off w other friends so the urge to copy and be accepted by another person is high idk im just sad and lonely that i dont have many contacts or any personality