i feel like i'm getting better i want to cut all my hair off and be free of these horrible memories i wouldn't mind that i wanna forget my dad dying forget the boys that i send pictures to forget ruining every relationship i've ever had forget that i'm such a disgrace to everyone i know i've made so many vents i probably forget its me and feel sorry for them everyone will think i'm ugly if i cut my hair off maybe i need to be a little girl again but it wasn't my fault its always my fault i guess will i ever get better maybe i do need to be sent to a mental hospital at least there they would be nice my family doesn't like me my friends don't care about my problems because my family's rich so that somehow makes all my problems dissapear if some one asked me live forever or die a painless death immedietly id die. (sorry for bad spelling ILY GUYS)