I can't tell what's wrong with me. I don't consider my 'ex' an... well, an 'ex'. No one knows what we've been through or why we broke up, and I feel like crap when I eventually admit to myself that I truly do miss him. I have to walk right past him and put on a confident and self-sustaining facade, when all I want is to hear his own audible reassurance. I miss him like hell... I do. But there's this guy who says he's interested in me, and I've always taken a liking to his personality, but now... I just don't know. I don't feel like I want a relationship right now, but my whole being just aches to squeeze more time other than our 10 minute daily talks. I could just become my normal self and ignore all of this, but it's getting to the point where it's plaguing my inactive thoughts, which makes it harder to focus on my normal routines. I can't move on to someone else because I haven't gotten over someone who's /mine/. Well... *was*. I just wish I had the answers to everything...