Omfg, I am so fucking grateful for my friend. She helped my bff get out of wanting to commit. I tried to help first, but I just couldn't. Makes me feel like a failure. But that kinda thinking also makes me feel like I might just be selfish for wishing I could've been the one to save her. I am glad she's okay, but I feel bad that I can't impact someone enough to save them from that. Idk. - M.